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Thx to everyone for all the support of the years. Just found out we are nominated for Rock Album of the Year at this years Dove Awards!!!

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katherine from pontotoc is forgiven!
Disobedience
As I sit here and think of the things i should confess it has all boiled down to one very important thing, disobedience. Lord I know you are calling me, I'm not sure what it is your calling me to do but its like sometimes i dont want to know. I'm scared. I want you to be effective through me but its scary. I've built my life around routine and predictability. I've worked so hard to reach certain standards of living and to accomplish certain goals that I thought I needed to accomplish to consider myself su...
katherine from pontotoc is forgiven!
Disobedience
As I sit here and think of the things i should confess it has all boiled down to one very important thing, disobedience. Lord I know you are calling me, I'm not sure what it is your calling me to do but its like sometimes i dont want to know. I'm scared. I want you to be effective through me but its scary. I've built my life around routine and predictability. I've worked so hard to reach certain standards of living and to accomplish certain goals that I thought I needed to accomplish to consider myself su...
Naomi from United States is forgiven!
TRIED IT ALL
You name it, I've tried it. Sex, masturbating, cussing, running away, drinking, drugs, cutting, porn, suicidal thoughts, hating God, looking to guys for love, depression, starving myself, thought life. My name is Naomi and this is my confession. I'm the girl you see in Wal*Mart. The one that doesn't look happy, doesn't look sad. I look normal on the outside. But if you could see inside of me you'd see someone fighting just to stay alive. Fighting not to think about someone in the wrong way. I'm the ...
Nate from Cali is forgiven!
In A Fight
For everything I can be for Jesus. I have a problem with lust and porn that just wont die. No matter how I try it wont go. Today I give it over again to Jesus. Today I get back in the fight.I know I;m not the only one who struggles with this, and I know I have the one who has promised to make a way for me to escape any temptation. Jesus, set me free from this, and Point me to the Front lines for you. This is my Fight.
Christopher from Bullhead is forgiven!
Hate
I am here to tell you that about two years ago,I was full of hate from my past history in my life.When I was about eight years old I was abused(meaning that I was beaten with a belt buckle and bitten on my back)from my alcoholic stepfather(no longer in my life now),I also witnessed my mother(she was pregnant at the time) being beaten from this man which led to my sister being stillborn.This crushed me very much because my only sister I will never become the BIG protective brother I always wanted to be.So I h...
Luke from somewhere is forgiven!
Can't be who I want to be
I keep going too far. Porn, with my girlfriend, masturbation. It's all such a struggle. I try and try and try, yet I feel as though I'm swimming up stream the entire time. No matter how hard I fight, I make little to no progress, and once I give up because I'm so tired of fighting I get pushed down a river of mistakes. I feel as though I'm never going to be enough or right for my girlfriend. There is always a constant mistake, I feel as though I'll always feel like I'm not good enough. That's the best...
Katey from Normal is forgiven!
I'm Never Going Back
I too used to have a problem with pornography. I prayed to God he'd help me to get over it and to never have that temptation again. I soon got baptized and since then, haven't been tempted by such things. Praise God! God Bless.
Mary from Longview is forgiven!
Let Go
This is perhaps unusual... but I've been in love with the same guy (my best friend) for 3 years now, and have never told him. I've outright lied to everyone I know about it, and have allowed it to take over my mind and my heart and my relationship with God. It's making me bitter and angry every moment of every day, it's making me tempted to fall back into cutting, I can't sleep anymore, and I just want it to be surrendered. I don't want to keep building my life around this obsession, and I don't want to keep...
Charlotte from Zanesville is forgiven!
Thank You
I just wanted to say thank you to God because when I gave my life to him, new doors opened up. I got my GED and am now heading to college. Things I had given up and the cruelty to others that I had been dealing with were forgiven and blessed into a new light as the person I was really cruel to wound up being the one to get me motivated and all he did was forgive me and tell me that all I need to do was believe in God and let him in. That and your message in your album Confessions opened my heart once more so...
Joel from Canada is forgiven!
Problem with Pornography and Masturbation
I've struggled with porn and masturbation for a long time. Some days it's not in my mind and others I just can't help it and go roaming to catch a glimpse of porn. I'm sick of it and I want to change. Today I choose to truly repent from this sin.
Joel from Canada is forgiven!
Problem with Pornography and Masturbation
I've struggled with porn and masturbation for a long time. Some days it's not in my mind and others I just can't help it and go roaming to catch a glimpse of porn. I'm sick of it and I want to change. Today I choose to truly repent from this sin.
Sydney from is forgiven!
Hate
Dear God, I hate my brother. I can't stand being around him. He just makes it so easy! He's smoking and drinking and who knows what else, and I just....hate his guts. I know its wrong, I've prayed about it so long. I can't tell anybody because I'm ashamed. But I hate him. I don't want to be near him. Its gotten to the point where I don't want him to go to church with me, even though I know he needs to be there. Its wrong, and its sick, and its letting the Devil win. What do I do? He has ra...
Tanner from Chadron is forgiven!
Pornography and depression
I've been saved, and have been having a problem with Internet porn. I've thrown out all my porn within my house, but it is so easy to "accidently" end up on a pornographic site. I also know this might sound odd, but sometimes i'm addicted to being depressed, because of the "high" you feel when you come off of it. Sometimes i lie to myself to make myself depressed, giving Satan a foothold in my life, causing things to spiral out of control, then i recover, and feel as though it was suppose to happen. But in t...
Sean from Redding is forgiven!
I promised myself I'd never go there
Oh my gosh, I can't believe I just spent around two, two and a half hours lusting, looking up innapropriate pictures and videos, and having my first real look at "straight" porn .... People, please, please pray for me! God, please forgive me! Have mercy on me, a sinner--and the vilest kind. I can;t believe I looked at those women like that--I promised myself I would never look at women doing pornography! I promised myself that I would not, because that is what my dad does, and I do not want to be anythin...
joseph from bensenville is forgiven!
secerts and regrets
I am a person that use to love to look at porn. It messed up my relationships with my girlfriend and family i talked to my pastor about i feel that i am now overcoming it and have started to move on. I also tryed to cheat on my girlfriend she found out and i felt so dirty and unwanted but because of her love for christ and her love for me, me and her have work things out and r repairing our realtionship.
Somebody from Henderson is forgiven!
Two faced.
i have been in a christian home my entire life. i"was saved"at age 6,but i have been acting a christian until a few years ago. im still growing in god but not as i should because i have a problem with lust.i need it to stop because im trying to bring a friend to christ but i cant do that as well if im struggling with my sin. i know god is sad i have gotten this bad but i pray,with god's help, to get rid of my sin. -thank you pillar for your album confessions. it has impacted my life. your band is a great wi...
David from Quito is forgiven!
Lies
Hi Pillar, I recognize that one of my fights it´s not to lie, recently I kissed a girl who´s gonna be my girlfriend, but now she´s only my friend and I realized that it wasn´t in the correct time and I have not told to my leader about this.... because I´m afraid that my leader tell me to get separate from her I know she´s the God´s girl for me ´cause God talked to me about her but I did it in the incorrect time.... Thanks for your prayings....
Joy from Oklahoma is forgiven!
More than a Confession
The confessions tour came twice to Oklahoma and I never confessed anything. I could feel God telling me to but I didn't. That was almost a year ago. Now I can honestly confess and there's more to confess now then there would have been then. For nearly two years I've been a cutter. I almost ran away from home about three years ago. I nearly had sex in November (2009) and it takes a lot for me to talk about God. I was also suicidal and just two weeks ago nearly killed myself. For some reason God didn't w...
Joy from Oklahoma is forgiven!
More than a Confession
The confessions tour came twice to Oklahoma and I never confessed anything. I could feel God telling me to but I didn't. That was almost a year ago. Now I can honestly confess and there's more to confess now then there would have been then. For nearly two years I've been a cutter. I almost ran away from home about three years ago. I nearly had sex in November (2009) and it takes a lot for me to talk about God. I was also suicidal and just two weeks ago nearly killed myself. For some reason God didn't w...
Kelly from Topeka is forgiven!
Please forgive me Lord Jesus
Please forgive me Lord, my sins run deep and tragic. I ried to destroy my unborn child and thankfully I was unsuccessful. She is alive, happy and a teenager now. I was young and scared, I was alone. I did harm to her and I feel guilt every day of my life for what I did. She has an eye disorder that may have been caused by what I did when she was in the womb. I am distraught by what I did, I am remorseful and I am filled with regret. My daughter is a healthy happy well adjusted girl she is full of life and an...
Ben from Zanesville, OH is forgiven!
restored. engaged. ACTIVATED.
All my life I was raised in church. By my grandparents, and then my mom got in eventually. They were filled with the Holy Spirit. I was, a grump, basically. I hated church. I had NO interest in it whatsoever. But now I AM FREE. God filled me with his spirit at the apostolic church camp over the summer of 2009. I am now 14 gonna be 15 on the 7th of feb. thats this sunday. I never even thought God would use me. fill me. But he did. Now, for Jesus, I AM RESTORED. I AM ENGAGED. And I AM ACTIVATED to teach the wo...
Joshua from Belgium is forgiven!
Struggle
My struggle is that i have never truely felt that i belong. I have found that even in church groups that i cannot feel a sense of belonging. I want to change, but how its a process that I need help with. My confession is that I tell myself that I am not good enough to help those who need it or to be in a relationship with anyone who i like.
Alex from Newmarket, Ont is forgiven!
Cutting
When I was in grade 8 my life took a turn for the worst, my family was breaking apart from the in side and I felt like I couldn`t be seen by anyone, I felt alone and like I was nothing. 3 months into the school year I met a girl and I thought that I found the one for me, but after a year and nine months (grade nine) she left me for another guy, this made me forget about God and my family and I just gave up on my life. That summer I went to a christian camp, and for 3 weeks before camp I stopped cutting, but ...
noah from oxford wisconsin is forgiven!
bad things
I have looked at bad thins on the internet
Nate Johnson from Sylmar, CA is forgiven!
Pride
I have confessions. I have stories. But I also have the tendency to write forever on details, so I'll spare any reader that. Perhaps a more subtle, but no less dangerous sin, and one we all take for granted, is that of pride. Yes, I have had a porn problem, and I currently struggle with masturbation. I'm not unique in any sense from most other men on this planet. My lusts and desires are quite "normal", as one might put it. But I am perhaps most guilty of pride, which has often gotten in the way of my ro...
Mark from Columbia is forgiven!
Worry And Anxiety
I often worry about worldly, self- centered and compared- to- Spiritual matters, little issues, breaking the commandment in Mathew 6: 25- 34. Anxiety often leads to worrying, longing for Earthly things and wanting to put my direct desires above what's worth it and what God wants for me. This is my weakness I think of, when I ask the question "if I had to confess one moral, threatening weakness, what would it be?" I also have a couple of weaknesses in 1 that are hurting me recently: > Planning and imagining but not doing. >...
Raychel from Nairobi is forgiven!
Ms. Judgmental
I've been a Christian since forever. I try 2 live my life according 2 the word of God and although I have accumilated much peace and joy from my walk with Christ, I can't help but severely judge those around me who can't. I call them weak instead of praying earnestly 4 them. 4 all who have poured out their 'dirty little secrets' here, I'm switching from me-mode to God-mode from now on and will be praying 4 u. The devil is a liar people. Don't give up the good fight!
Jeff from Warren is forgiven!
Struggling
I am struggling,,,alcohol has it's grip on me and I am trying to break free. Alcohol triggers lying, deception, lust the sins that this chemical causes. I have recently been trying more to get on track..I know God will forgive me, yet I struggle to forgive myself.
Bob from Bloomington is forgiven!
My personal apostasy
I have recently found my way back to the Truth of Jesus Christ. While i have claimed to be a Christian for some years, i realize for most of these years i was trying to shape His message to fit my life rather than shape my life to make it a life worthwhile of His presence and Promises. Before trying to shape Him to fit me, there was a time when i claimed to be an atheist and even dabbled in other religions some of which are certainly satanic. I ask for forgiveness for the blasphemous things i said and did in...
nicholas from shreveport is forgiven!
alcohol
i have a problem with alcohol it like i want to drink really bad but i dont and i was worrying yall can help me
Carrie from Abilene, Texas is forgiven!
Inner Battles
All of my life I have looked for love and approval in the wrong places. I have constantly needed some kind of relationship to validate me. A few years ago, I got into a relationship, if you can even call it that, and as a result I now have 2 STDs. Saying this is hard in a forum as public as this. I struggle every day with the thought that I am dirty. I struggle every day to know that God loves me and has forgiven me. I worry about how these diseases affect my future. Will I ever find someone who loves...
nathan elizondo from dallas is forgiven!
no more.
i've been struggling with lust, pornography, and masterbation for too long already. i've gone periods of times where i don't do, or see a thing, but there's always that one time where i just fall apart. i love god, and for some reason, i just keep going back to my same old junk. there's so much stuff that i've seen, and some how they always seem to come and take over. i know i can overcome the temptation, but i still continue to do it. i know what i do is wrong. i'm taking away my intimacy for my future wife...
nathan elizondo from dallas is forgiven!
no more.
i've been struggling with lust, pornography, and masterbation for too long already. i've gone periods of times where i don't do, or see a thing, but there's always that one time where i just fall apart. i love god, and for some reason, i just keep going back to my same old junk. there's so much stuff that i've seen, and some how they always seem to come and take over. i know i can overcome the temptation, but i still continue to do it. i know what i do is wrong. i'm taking away my intimacy for my future wife...
Adam from El Paso is forgiven!
My Breaking Point
I have an addiction with lust and i have given in today however i remembered a quote by Michael Pearl that says when you give into lust such as masterbation or porn you stink of self and dont deserve a woman when i thought aboout that i felt dirty i remembered the girl that i really like and i thought i dont deserve her when i came to that realization i decided i wanted to turn my life around im ready for a change to be man that is deserving a man that is free not a slave to lust so today is my breaking point
Carol from Fort Smith is forgiven!
Anger
Mine isn't really an addiction but I have an anger issue. I have been through alot while growing up and have dealt with most of that but anger still gets the best of me. I have a daughter who I swear I will not pass this down to her. I am the one who can break the cycle I know that. It has been so hard to deal with the anger. The littlest things can set me off. I have tried for years to deal with this. I saw it growing up all the time and I want to stop. I have prayed and talked to God but it doesn't go away...
eric from branson is forgiven!
made to worship
my whole life i have been in church but it never was real. God has changed my life in the last 6 years and i have began to do what he has planed for my to do. although i started to compromise and God was still useing me. i asked him how this was possible. he showed me that he could use anyone. i went to a confessions concert in forsyth mo and you guys sang a song ( i wont go down with out a fight) and God said that if i can use you when you aren't totally commited than just imagine what i can do if you commi...
Brandon from Jacksonville is forgiven!
HELP WITH LUST
To all you out there struggling with LUST... Every guy struggles and we need help from God. Please do not give up the fight! I encourage everyone of you out there who needs encouragement to talk it out with someone you trust. Also, get ahold of a book called "Every Yound Man's Battle". This book has helped me a great deal in my battle. This battle is not impossible with God!
Matt from Hobart Tasmania is forgiven!
Falling
I keep Falling. I've broken up with my Girlfriend of 5 amazing years, she wasn't and doesn't want to have anything to do with God. It was Gods will for us to break up, this i do know, but it doesn't make things ant easier. I guess what I'm confessing is this, I still fall into temptation, lust and things of this world which shouldn't be needing (wanting). We're still close friends which is means heaps, but things get a bit out of control. I've tried so hard praying to get God to help, or to give it to Him.. ...
Sean from Redding is forgiven!
Lesbians and Hardcore Porn
Hi, it's me again, even after all I promised God this morning, I still missed some pieces that I "used" as loopholes, and I don't wanna be going back there again. Please pray for me if you see this, and if you've experienced trumph over anything in your life, please pray that your triumph becomes mine as well. I think this is a generational curse--my sperm donar is addicted to porn and who knows what else sexual and of the occult he has gotten into ... it may even go further up in the generations, to his f...
Ryan from Ottawa, Ontario is forgiven!
Porn and Masturbation
I have struggled with porn and masturbation since I was young. I want the problem to go away. God has called me into ministry. I would love to over come this so that it doesn't become my downfall like it already has before. I am on fire for God and want a life that glorifies Him.
Sean from Redding is forgiven!
Track of Lust to Porn
Oh God, I'm so sorry. Why have I discounted lust as a real sin until it led me to the point of pornography? Wh have I done this? Please give me you heart about lust, so that it repulses me as much as all the other sins in the world,and is no longer okay. Please forgive me, Jesus, the one who spilt your blood, and don't let that spilling be in vain. Please help me to not view it as something between me and the girl in the picture, but something that impacts my wife also, and how I relate to my sisters, a...
Alisha from Weslaco TX is forgiven!
FAITH
In the bible god tells us to have faith in him and we will overcome all of our problems, today i believe that he is going to heal my sisters suffering heart. I love my sister so much and I know that she will get through this situation. I just want to say that, The song"Frontline" has helped me go through the frontlines and fight this battle
John from Waterford, MI is forgiven!
Free Of Guilt
I'm a leader in my church, I have been riddled with guilt for a long time, it keeps me from feeling accepted and it feels like I'm off on my own. Pornography is the death of freedom for me, just when I feel I'm over it, it is right back in my face. We alone have no power to overcome this, though we strive, push, and try not to do these horrible things, they still find their way back into our lives. It's an addiction, much like alcoholism but more fierce, like someone addicted to crack. Though after reading s...
Rob from Verona is forgiven!
Can't stop
No matter how hard I try, I keep going back to viewing inappropriate things on the internet. I have tried and tried to stop but I can't. I am fine for a few weeks then I get overcome by the temptation and sin. I have turned to scripture and our Lord but I still do it. I am not sure how to stop.
John from Waterford, MI is forgiven!
Free Of Guilt
I'm a leader in my church, I have been riddled with guilt for a long time, it keeps me from feeling accepted and it feels like I'm off on my own. Pornography is the death of freedom for me, just when I feel I'm over it, it is right back in my face. We alone have no power to overcome this, though we strive, push, and try not to do these horrible things, they still find their way back into our lives. It's an addiction, much like alcoholism but more fierce, like someone addicted to crack. Though after reading s...
John from Waterford, MI is forgiven!
Free Of Guilt
I'm a leader in my church, I have been riddled with guilt for a long time, it keeps me from feeling accepted and it feels like I'm off on my own. Pornography is the death of freedom for me, just when I feel I'm over it, it is right back in my face. We alone have no power to overcome this, though we strive, push, and try not to do these horrible things, they still find their way back into our lives. It's an addiction, much like alcoholism but more fierce, like someone addicted to crack. Though after reading s...
Fernando from Honduras is forgiven!
My Dirty little Secret-....
Hi people around the world, yesterday i wouldn't believe that Today i would be able to tell my problem to alot of people i didn't even know, but now i know God is always behind me wathce over me. My problem is about porn and sex issues... i've got like one year since my first time but now i just want to stop because this is getting me away from God's Porpuse in my life... recently i have been quiting to al of that by sometimes i got to fall bac and that is just quitedepressing i feel like i betray God's Plan...
andrew from fort myers is forgiven!
gettin by and while not gettin high
First off id like to say thank you so much for your music.I have had a hard time stayin clean and instead of goin out with my freinds and burnin, I can stay home and jam out to your music. It is uplifting and inspiring, this road to being clean is a long and harsh one, however your music makes it alot easier to walk down it. thank you sooo much
acon from fargo is forgiven!
Mistake
Earlier this year i had a problem with my friend and it got out of hand and now we arent friends anymore because of me. God please forgive me and help my friend
Nate from Somewhere is forgiven!
Addiction
I've been struggling alot with lust and porn for the past couple of years. It consumed me to the point where i almoast lost my life to scuicide. 2 times. The clouds are now breaking and im on the Frontline, where i belong... And i will not be broken because by the grace and love of Jesus Christ I am Fireproof! \,,/
Kelly Briceño from Caracas- Venezuela is forgiven!
Not more diabolical rock
Chicos, debo superar mi anhelo de escuchar rock donde se adore al diablo y sea perturbación para mis oidos, pero debo reconocer que me hace volar y entregar mis energías y fuerzas al excitarme con su música por ejemplo Breaklin Benjamin y ahora Shinedown, pero ustedes son una salida musical, gracias de corazón por tener mi estilo y ayudarme con sus buenas letras... Diaculpen que escriba en español, no sé hablar inglés, pero las cosas de Dios las entiendo y ésta es una de ellas... Bendiciones..Dios me ayude
Alannah from calgary is forgiven!
Painful not so secrets
i grow up in a christian home that isn't so christian like anymore. We used to go to church every Sunday and spend time together as a family. Now, we all stay away from eachother and I'm the only one that goes to church. My brother (19) is an alcholic and my sister (15) smokes weed everyday. I have so many things going wrong. I smoke and drink any chance I get. I starve myself and make myself throw up after the times that I do eat. I cut and burn myself. I've attempted suicide so many times and my mom thinks...
Alannah from Calgary is forgiven!
Scars and memories
Dear God , I'm fighting everyday to stay alive . I'm crying on the outside , dying on the inside . Everytime someone hurts me , everytime something goes wrong I take it out on my body . I slash it and burn it . I even stabbed my leg to see if it hurt as much as a broken heart . It couldn't even compare . Nothing can match my pain . I put on a mask for everyone and pretend I'm okay , but I'm not . I wanna feel alive again , without having to cut , or burn , or purge , or starve myself . Lord , please hear m...
PETER from Bogotá D.C. is forgiven!
FANATIC
confieso ke soy fanatico a morir del metal y la idea con unos amigos es crear el slipknot pero cristiano hacerle la lucha al enemigo y confieso ke ke paso con lester stelle jr por ke cambiaron de baterista lester stelle jr toca mucho mejor tiene mejor ponch
James from Olive Branch is forgiven!
Lasting Impressions
I am 15 years old, and have been addicted to pornography for the past five years. I am the Chaplain of my freshman class and an active member of my church. I have been trying to quit for years, but every time I do it just gets worse. I try turning to the Lord and Scripture for help, but... like i said, I'm addicted. I want to stop so badly, for I know how this will hinder my relationships with other people, especially my future wife. I am lost without hope. I accepted Christ as my Lord and my Rock, yet I sti...
Joel from Saint Paul is forgiven!
1 John 1:9
I have been addicted pornography all my life and becoming more consciously about how to stop was very difficult. I had a couple of brothers from my fellowship (church) that would visit where I work and ask me how I am and they pray over me before they leave. I was able to bring this problem to them (into the light) and see my pastor. During that time, Jesus Christ shown me the scripture to help me with recovery. He showed me 1 John 1:9 where it says: "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgiv...
Brother in Christ from NC is forgiven!
A Bible-based, mentor supported course to help you with your struggles!
As I've skimmed through the confessions on this site, I see a lot folks are struggling sexual sins and chemical sins. I have been in your position, so I completely understand your struggles all too well. The good news is that there is real help available! Please visit Setting Captives Free at http://www.settingcaptivesfree.com/. They have several no-cost, web-based courses available to help with seeking God-given deliverance from the many sinful struggles. When you enroll in a course, you will be gi...
Jim from Denver is forgiven!
Confession
I have lived with this for to long. My Confession is that i listen to self-righteous christian rock and think in lieu of actually being a christian. I often find myself hanging out with the same type of people in my high school casting judgment on those around me and then consider myself more pious simply because i listen to obscenely bad self serving musicians frantically attempt to mimic whatever they think is 'hip' in a vain attempt to add relevance to their iron age creation myth.
Garth from Peoria is forgiven!
Same Sex Attraction
I have struggled with feelings toward the same sex for most of my life and came out of homosexual lifestyle in 2002. Since then there have been the occassional falls and recently the use of online pornography. I am not proud of it but would like this confession to be one of a broken and contrite heart so that I can turn from this and not go back to it, ever. I would really just like increased freedom in this area of my life so I am not a dog returning to its vomit. Please God give me strength in this area so...
Alley from Colorado is forgiven!
My Garbage
Lord, please forgive me for my lifestyle and rebellion. The sexual sin, lust, perversion, anger, hatered, bitterness, resentment, unforgiveness, self pity, complacency, and just plain laziness. Please help me. Even my willingness to change and start walking right is lacking. I know its all a stench in your nose. Please help me to change. I don't want to be rejected on that Day! I'm tired of walking around in embarassment, and humiliation! And I'm tired of all the rejection I recieve from others because of my...
Justin Cleaver from Waxahachie, Tx is forgiven!
Addiction to Pornography
Hey guys. My name is Justin Cleaver. I'm 20 years old. I'm from Waxahachie, Tx, but currently a student at Texas A&M University. I've been a major fan of your music and I applaud you for this ministry. I wanted to contribute to it by saying I've been battling my addiction to pornography for the past 7 years. I've been trying to overcome this addiction for years, and I feel like I'm on the right path for recovery. Thank you so much for "Confessions", it's an amazing heartfelt album, and to keep up God's work....
Jerid from Winfield is forgiven!
Addiction
I too have been struggling with addiction to porn and masturbation. I really never had to face my addiction until I married my wife and she brought it out to the light. It was not a fun experience, especially since I had been lying to her about it. Understand this is a sin that does not damage you only, but your family, friends, and most importantly God. I would like to suggest a book I am reading that has helped me to work on breaking the addiction. It is very in-your-face and tells it like it is. I h...
from is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with self-esteem for a while. I always talk down to myself, and I can't seem to stop, i am getting better at stopping thanks to the love and support of God shown through my friends.
Brandon from is forgiven!
Sorry God!
For letting my eyes wander where they shouldn't...
Tyler from Vancouver BC Canada is forgiven!
Back sliding
I recently returned from a 6 month YWAM discipleship taining school and have found myself right back at the point which I left, if not further. I am right back into the same addictions and lustfull behaviours that I tried to leave behind. Im sick of all this and I need You Lord more than ever. I need You to come beside and help me lift myself out of this hole that Ive found myself back in.
Tyler from Vancouver BC Canada is forgiven!
Back sliding
I recently returned from a 6 month YWAM discipleship taining school and have found myself right back at the point which I left, if not further. I am right back into the same addictions and lustfull behaviours that I tried to leave behind. Im sick of all this and I need You Lord more than ever. I need You to come beside and help me lift myself out of this hole that Ive found myself back in.
J. B. from Chestertown is forgiven!
Dragged down by Lust
I have had a porn problem off and on for the last 10-11 months. There was some hard stuff going on in my life when I started. Instead of turning to God, I turned to porn. Every time I looked at it I felt sick. Recently I have been trying to quit and got really down on myself. Just reading other people's stories lifted my spirits. Unfortunately, I have now permanently damaged my heart, mind, and purity. I haven't looked at the stuff in a month now. I still have lustful thoughts, but not as frequently....
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Brad from Chicago is forgiven!
My Confession
I have been struggling with porn and masturbation for a couple years. God has blessed me with so much in life and I feel like when I sin, I'm slapping Him in the face. By reading other confessions I know that I'm not alone in this and God has a plan for it to stop... RIGHT NOW, I promise you all. Thanks in advance for your prayers and I will be praying for others who post on here.
Flex from Roanoke is forgiven!
Lust
I have been trying to figure out a way to get over my lust and temptation. The truth, be told I never tried to go against it, didn't resist it at all. Every time it happened, I would feel really guilty and then go back to the same old scenario. I hoped that God would help me out in this matter, but thats all I ever did. Never really took any initiation from my side, never made any honest effort. Just kept on lying and convincing myself that it wouldn't happen again. But for something to stop, one has to real...
Anonymous from Oshawa Ontario is forgiven!
Porn Addiction
For a long time I've struggled on the inside with this addiction to porn and lust...it isn't something I like to talk about, but...I feel as though I need to talk to someone about it....that is...if any ones willing to listen. I've always kept this addiction to myself and have suffered the burden of carrying this on my own...the guilt,shame and temptation of it constantly consumes my mind, I would always pray, confess and repent of my sins constantly to god about this same thing over and over again, but each...
Terry from Grass Lake is forgiven!
an on going battle
I've been saved for 3 years I came from a 25 year bar band.I was the first of three members to saved. We ran rite out after God in that seen. I know now that was'nt the best thing to do. I'm know at point of being stripped and broken . I've never been at this place in my life before. I have always played music for 33years . I have faith and love for God.I feel like I'm in a holding pattern awaiting marching orders.I've always been a man of action. please lord help with the waiting ???
Eshter from China is forgiven!
lust/masturbation
I have struggled with masturbation for more than 19 years since the Lord found me. It seems an endless cycle of sin confess time and again. I know that Christ has forgiven me completely 1 John 1:9 and that by his wounds i have been healed but at times it seems so hopeless that i never seem to conquer it. But i know that we are more than conquerers through him who loved us.
Aaron from Axtell is forgiven!
Bad Choices
I have made bad choices. I have caused pain for others that i know is a life lasting scar. I have not been the person i should have been, the Christian i need to be. Im convinced that Jesus' blood has covered all. this is my Confession. Jesus has saved me.
Gus from San Antonio is forgiven!
Hell in the Midst of Heaven
About 4 months ago, I began a relationship with one of the best friends i've ever had in my life, the biggest blessing i've ever had! she is the most amazing woman of God that i have ever met! we've been going strong ever since, even growing in the church together, participating in numerous ministries. Unfortunately, lately we've been fighting with lust, and it feels like we're losing, constantly trying to better our walk together, but sadly we keep falling, i dont want our relationship to turn into anoth...
Rachel from Austin is forgiven!
Food
I have a eating probmle and I need help.
kevin from Costa Rica, Cartago is forgiven!
Never Alone
I do not understand at times what I do There is much evidence to be overcome but it is very difficult because you try to be good but at some point you miss a problem for the head and forgets who God is .. and therein lies the point .. What must we do when something's head? it all comes down .. God will ever need in my life, forgive me. You're the one who controls your life and you know "which way I'll give you your head up my" Help me God .. thanks for music makes him one break down and it does reflect in...
Ty from Baltimore is forgiven!
Lying
I've been lying about like everything for what seems like forever. School, out with my friends, to my parents, whatever. A lot of it is stuff like those stupid half-truths when it's so easy to convince yourself that your not really lying. I've tied myself into all kinds of knots with this and can't seem to be free. I want to more than anything!
Johan from is forgiven!
Addiction
In my head, there's a battle going on. It's a war between my feelings and my mind. My feelings say 'yes' but my mind says 'no' I'm talking about Sexuality/porn. I want to live pure, and I made that dicision a few times. But It's very hard to hold on. I feel so weak. But I know God knows everything about me. He sees me, and He can look into my heart. He knows where I'm going through. He knows I'm trying hard to hold on. I got friends who know about my problem, and they encourages me. I'm glad about t...
Danielle from Columbia is forgiven!
I've Had Enough!
I've been tormented by lust and temptation... all because of something I did a while a go. I'm so sick of being a slave to it, all I want is out and to be able to easily hand it to God and be done with it. But it's only bringing me down and I've had enough of it!
Danielle from Columbia is forgiven!
I've Had Enough!
I've been tormented by lust and temptation... all because of something I did a while a go. I'm so sick of being a slave to it, all I want is out and to be able to easily hand it to God and be done with it. But it's only bringing me down and I've had enough of it!
Bruce from Phoenix is forgiven!
Poor Judgement
Oops, please forgive me for trying to post a Thanksgiving Testimonial on the confessional. I'll try to find an appropriate place on Pillar's website.
Bruce from Phoenix, Arizona is forgiven!
Thanksgiving Testimonial
Yesterday on Thanksgiving I was called to do street evangelism, where God led me to Jennifer suffering at a bus stop. This poor homeless woman, maybe 30ish, was barefoot in a tattered dress and had a small purse, and a baby stroller with a stuffed bear, some candy bars, and a bottle of perfume, her only possessions. I explained that I was not there for sinful reasons, instead, God led me to her to help her because he loves her. She got uneasy when I asked her if she believed in God, so I told her it was o...
Goliath from Gresham is forgiven!
Done and Gone
What people don't understand is that pornagraphy, above drugs above drinking, is the hardest addiction(at least for men) to get rid of. it ruins your view of women and causes you to defile yourself, I know, I've been there. I've done all of the rotten things that comes with it, pre-marital sex, masterbation, all of that, but after i got married and got my calling into youth ministry I realized that it wasn't worth my efforts I'm not saying it was easy or it was done just like that, but it takes a total relie...
jay from new england is forgiven!
dreams
i keep having dreams about me making bad choices and doing sinful things but it scares me because i don't feel that way when i am awake
Jeremy from NC is forgiven!
Chains and Weights
For the past year I have struggled with lust and masturbation. I've tried to quit and always tell myself that 'this time is the last time,' but I keep failing. Right now I'm trying to quit again. Please pray for me and others going through this. I love You, Lord, and just want to do Your will. Thank you pillar and others involved with this site; it's helped me see I need this out of my life and I'm not alone.
D. from Recife is forgiven!
sometimes I don't believe
Sometimes I think life is unfair, and I think God is there, and sees everything, but just don't care (...) I know this is a lie, but I always end up saying it. God, I'm goin' through a lot, please help me to keep my faith, and do the right thing.
amber from hamilton is forgiven!
horrible life
i have gone through so much in my life since childhood up til now. when i was 4 or 5 years old i was raped by a friend of mine and also was molestead by my mom uncle. i still carry those scars with me forever. ive tried commiting suicide(4 times), drinking and cutting. even though ive learned to let that go i still have problems. i also have been abused some what physically, emotionally, and psycologically by my dad and have never been able to reconnect with my dad. but despite all of this ive learned that t...
Melissa from Allendale is forgiven!
temptation that turned into an action
I had a temptation to cut, a temptation to commit suicide. This temptaion did turn into an action, I did start to cut. I did it for a while, but something told me to stop, it was my friends, and I felt God was telling me to stop as well. I felt his hand on my shoulder, but really it was my friends. I felt God through them.
Tobias from is forgiven!
My Confession
Kill this addiction to porn and mastrubation, i don't want to do that!!. It is tearing me up inside. And i won't lose my fire for Jesus!! Please Lord make me free from these load. Gby all tobias from swtizerland
Brian from Iselin is forgiven!
Pillar review
I love music and never really been into Christian rock. I went to see SKILLET and they were amazing. I just got the Pillar CD which I reviewed on our site RockEyez.com another amazing CD that got 5 Stars. I think metal heads need to give the Christian Rock genre a chance because there are so many killer bands out there. Brian Rademacher CEO of RockEyez.com
mike from Accra is forgiven!
i lost my fire
i lost my fire and zeal because of porn and masturbation.i keep trying to do away with it but it keeps on coming back to haunt me.I have lost inner control and as a matter of fact i keep lusting after women.please help me pray to break this addiction
Sean from Greeley is forgiven!
Help
Lord i just want to take a minute and thank you for everything you have done for me in my 19 years of life, i dont know where i would be without you right now. I just recently asked you into my life and that is the best decision i ever made, and ever will make. I am truly blessed. But i do want to make a prayer, i have been going through some time financial times the past year or so and i just pray that u guide me through these tough times, i know you are by my side no matter what happens and i love you with...
Kyle from Chicago is forgiven!
Lust
I go to Moody Bible and am training to be a youth pastor. However, Satan has definitely targeted me for that and currently bogged down in a war over lust and masturbation. I cannot say how tough it has been to get through it. I have been broken again and again it has been lately keeping humble and just remembering the need for accountability and above the need to feed off of God's word DAILY. Thank you Pillar for you music for an encouraging word, truly It is HIS fire on the inside that keeps us going and l...
Kyle from Chicago is forgiven!
Lust
I go to Moody Bible and am training to be a youth pastor. However, Satan has definitely targeted me for that and currently bogged down in a war over lust and masturbation. I cannot say how tough it has been to get through it. I have been broken again and again it has been lately keeping humble and just remembering the need for accountability and above the need to feed off of God's word DAILY. Thank you Pillar for you music for an encouraging word, truly It is HIS fire on the inside that keeps us going and l...
GingerCat from Colorado is forgiven!
Sin
I am addicted to porn and masturbation. It started when I was in middle school with chat rooms and has escalated from that. I don't want this in my life or in my heart anymore. God please help me to be free from this. Cleanse my heart and mind, take away the images and the garbage I have seen, wash away the filth. Lord I want to be clean again by your blood.
Norberto from Hormigueros, Puerto Rico is forgiven!
This is part of my healing...
I'm the one kid that haves nothing and God decides to use him to his Glory but I had to let go the things of the past that still hold me back, and masturbation is one of them. On a lonely night at my father's house, I was going channel for to channel, I found porn and that started my addiction. I was around 13 to 14. I got save at the end of 2004 and I still had the masturbation issuse. God haves work with me alot and haves use me to do a lot of great thing, but I started to see that I still was bound with a...
Samuel from Marysville PA is forgiven!
Porn/Masturbation
I've tried so many times to stop... it just seems so automatic sometimes that I don't even think about what I'm doing untill afterword. I know God forgives me, but the problem is that every time i think that it doesn't matter because I know God will forgive me. And even when I'm not doing it, its still in my head no matter where i go. I just start thinking about it, and I just need a way out
Emily from Spokane is forgiven!
forgivness
I need you Lord to help me forgive me ex for repeatedly drugging and raping me. I cant sleep at night, and its causing problems between my husband and I. please help me feel at peace.
Paul from Martinsville is forgiven!
Far away from jc
i am a christian yet i am as far away from god as someone who is not saved, i dream of doing big things for god but i just dont motivate myself i want the fire i had back when i was younger...
Mike from NC is forgiven!
Break This Addiction
I am addicted to porn, masturbation, lust and most any other sexual sin out there for at least the past 15 years. I try to stop but it always comes back to haunt me. I have even had sexual relations with other women who ar not my spouse. The guilt rips me up and is slowly killing me on the inside. I love the lord and acceptd him along time ago but somehow the devil always creeps his way back into my life. All I listen to is christian music. I attend church. I play on a worship team. It all looks good but on ...
Nina from Mississauga is forgiven!
twoface?
i feel like such a fake. last year, i accepted Jesus into my heart at the age of 16. since then, i've grown, i have! i love the Lord so much. but i let the things around me get in the way of how i serve my God. i struggle with anger, and lust, and deceit. the worst part of all this is that i blame these sins on other people around me in my life. whereas i should really be looking within to my deceitful heart and prayerfully dealing with these issues. i really need the grace of my dear Lord Jesus Chri...
Robin from The Netherlands, Europe is forgiven!
Passive
What to do with my life? Where do I belong? Reflection, followed by progression, followed by peace and clarity have been the centre of my life. And still I fail to choose and perhaps be lucky enough to find an answer on these questions. I ask forgiveness for the sin of being passive. Eventhough I don't believe in forgiveness other than your own. Greetings from the non-christian side of life. I love you all.
joe from madison is forgiven!
masturbation
is masturbation a sin if you do it just cause it feels good not to any porn or fantsys?
John from Wyoming is forgiven!
Anger
I do Praise Your Precious Name Jesus Christ my Lord! You have lifted me up and brought me so far in my walk with You, I have come so far and I thank You for that. I still struggle with my anger issues and my negativity. I hate where I am living because of the wind and climate and cannot get past that, I know I need to be thankful and see things differently. I am always so bitter because of where I live and it seems to affect everything I do. All I can do is curse at people on the road while I'm driving ...
James from Aberchirder, Scotland is forgiven!
Porn and Masturbation
I'm addicted to Porn, Masturbation and Lust. I live in a small village in Scotland with c.1000 people and have NO fellowship with any other Christians! Masturbation has become a habit and has given me a feeling of intimacy, but now I've met some people living 50 miles away and I feel like the masturbation crumbles like ash in my hands! I need your forgiveness God, and help. I need you to fill the void!
Henry from Porta Westfalica/Germany is forgiven!
Free from the Burden of sin
At first, pillar i want to thank you for this chance to participate in others life. I want to bear witness to Jesus: I'm christian and i enjoy to live with God, to be a part in his great familiy :-) I had problems with porn,with my ego...i'd no meaning of life .... But my life totally changed by the Grace of God! Now i'm exempt from my sin and i'm not longer a slave of sin, and i've always the chance to confess my sin. Praise the Lord !!!! I want to serve him for the rest of my life. We are free.......
Joel from Texas is forgiven!
porn
i'am 18yrs old and For the past 3yrs I have been in fight to rid my addiction of porn. i have gone months without it but some how it keeps draging me back. Iam a devote christian and ready to Build a closer more intimate relationship with God.please pray for me as I pray that god may help you all with your addictions as well.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
Ruben from Belgium Gistel is forgiven!
sick of it
hi i'm a 15 almost 16 year old boy and yes i'm addicted to porn and i'm sick of it i want to stop this it destroys my life, butt i know i'm not going through this alone, there's a god in heaven that helps me out. if someone read this it doesn't mather who, pray for me and all other addicted persons. god i love you and pillar today i heard your music and i love it.
David from Germany is forgiven!
masturbation
I´ve been struggling with this since two years or so. Although I know it blocks my relationship with the lord I just kept on doing it. God I need your grace and power so much to deliever me and make me free again.
Charlotte from is forgiven!
cruel to others
there's this guy I'm fond of...yet I'm always cruel to him I don't mean to be.but i just am
Justin from Mauldin is forgiven!
Struggling
Like most everyone here I have an addiction. My addiction is to others. I constantly want to make others happy regardless of what it does to me. I've lost my job because I was a councilor to a friend, and I've been getting by by the grace of God. Unemployed now I face another problem; paying rent and other bills. I found though that I had a little money but I ended up giving it to someone to help feed them. Now I'm broke again. I feel like I'm being punished for all the bad things I have done in life and now...
NIKITA from OSLO is forgiven!
LIES
THE CD CONFESSIONS...UUY
Andrue from Minnesota is forgiven!
Stuck in sin
I am stuck in the sin of porn. It leads me to do awful things. I love my Lord but this ugly addiction drags me down!!! I can't do this anymore!!!!! Please help Jesus,please help!
Andrue from Minnesota is forgiven!
Stuck in sin
I am stuck in the sin of porn. It leads me to do awful things. I love my Lord but this ugly addiction drags me down!!! I can't do this anymore!!!!! Please help Jesus,please help!
Taylor from Texas is forgiven!
Lust
I am a firm believer in Christ and the sufficiency only He provides. I also believe in accountability. I often struggle with thoughts of lust and things that are immoral. I pray that by putting this out here in the open and relating to the problems of others that I would be better able to focus on Him and banish these thoughts from my mind in reverence to Him.
Taylor from Texas is forgiven!
Lust
I am a firm believer in Christ and the sufficiency only He provides. I also believe in accountability. I often struggle with thoughts of lust and things that are immoral. I pray that by putting this out here in the open and relating to the problems of others that I would be better able to focus on Him and banish these thoughts from my mind in reverence to Him.
Johnny from Central Coast California is forgiven!
The most hidden of sins
I am a committed Christian right..? I go to church, I serve, I play on the worship team, I run the sound board, I volunteer in my community,blah blah blah. I am a husband, a father, a friend, a son....I am also an addict. I have had medical conditions that have caused me to become addicted to narcotic pain medications and I just can't stop using them, even when I don't need them. I feel enslaved, trapped, bonded in chains to a substance that I know is not God honoring and yet still I return like a dog to it'...
John from Cheyenne is forgiven!
Motivation
I have recently been given a new direction in my job, it something I do not enjoy at all and I am struggling to find the motivation to learn the job and to work hard at it. I have prayed about it, but it was more out of my own selfishness and pride. I have not prayed hard enough or prayed the right prayers and I know I need to. I also struggle with the motivation to exercise on a regular basis. My health is suffering because of it. I need strength from God, I need the drive to get me there and to fight ...
Jase from Fort Polk is forgiven!
Addiction
My addiction isn't drugs or drinking but it hurts my family just as bad. From the age of 13 until now at the age of 25, I've been addicted to pornography. I know it's time for me to change and I want to but I keep getting dragged down. It's ruining my marriage and it's putting stress on my career. I'm tired of hurting my family and to grow stronger in my career I have to move away from this. I can't live a double life anymore. I need closure and I need something to change before I can move on with my career ...
Mariah from Reading, Pa is forgiven!
Cheat
I cheated on my boyfriend that I going to marry with my ex-boyfriend. I am also having sex with my current boyfriend out of wedlock.
Mariah from Reading, Pa is forgiven!
Cheat
I cheated on my boyfriend that I going to marry with my ex-boyfriend. I am also having sex with my current boyfriend out of wedlock.
Pastor Jachin Charley from Narsapur is forgiven!
Pastor
Beloved in Jesus Christ, Greetings to you in the mighty name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. My name is Jachin Charley. I am serving the Lord as an Evangelist and helping the poor. Beloved, in my Rustumbada village, so many poor people are staying in small huts. They do not have proper food, clothes. Due to poverty they are not having education. They are living in so much agony and pain. They do not have proper Medical facilities. We are giving them food, clothes and medicines....
Jay from Tulsa is forgiven!
Dead to Sin
Kill this addiction to porn. It is tearing me up inside.
Chris from Fontana is forgiven!
Forsaken
My kids and I were recently saved and have dedicated our lives to Christ.. My parents raised us catholic and have not approved of my decision to be Christian. They have been confrontational and even argumentum in compairing the two and have basically turned their backs on me and my kids. I want to not be sad or angry about this and have been praying that they have an open mind and heart. I feel so abandoned by my own parents. I thought "others" would deny me but only to have them do it. I grew up going t...
Hércules from Paraju DM ES Brasil is forgiven!
Musica Cristã
Eu sempre ficava zoando de um colega meu que ouvia musicas cristãs, não conseguia entender como alguem poderia gostar disso. De repente comecei a ouvir um cd MP3 internacional. Me amarrei no som de Uma banda Chamada Pillar.rsrsrs Quando descobri que era cristã pirei.Tudo que eu pensava a respeito disso mudou. Hoje Curto muito musica cristã e Pillar eh a minha favotita.
Brian from Conyers is forgiven!
Time to Change
I've been talking to a girl for almost month now. I feel she is the one God has for me to merry. I need to confess I was into porn and lust for women was my sickness her's too now we wont to get clean and go foward living for God!!!! Please pary for us both that we can honer God in all we do! God bless Pillar You Gguy's rock!!!!!!!
raven from hell on earth is forgiven!
drunk
i've been trying to stay sober for awhile, now. i haven't done cocaine since april, but i've begun to replace that drug with others. honestly, i'm intoxicated right now. i don't know who i am anymore. i try and try and i fail. it all just seems pointless now. and i just feel worthless.
raven from hell on earth is forgiven!
drunk
i've been trying to stay sober for awhile, now. i haven't done cocaine since april, but i've begun to replace that drug with others. honestly, i'm intoxicated right now. i don't know who i am anymore. i try and try and i fail. it all just seems pointless now. and i just feel worthless.
alex from erie is forgiven!
smoke filled air
im addicted to tabaco after smoking for a year and its so hard to stop lord
joe from madison is forgiven!
weight
i have struggled with weight most of my life. At the age of 15 i was 243 lbs. ive been trying to work on it now for 2 months ,and have lost 30+ lbs. but have been sipping up lately so plz keep me up in prayer.
Bethany from Lincoln is forgiven!
Forgiveness
Luk 5:21 And the scribes and the Pharisees began to reason, saying, Who is this which speaketh blasphemies? Who can forgive sins, but God alone? 1Ti 2:5 For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus; Only God can forgive sins. Going to or through any man other than the Lord Jesus Christ for forgiveness of sins will leave you still condemned to hell. Act 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whe...
Brandon from Georgetown, ON is forgiven!
mastrebation
i have struggles with this for many yrs and i have tried many ways to quit but i have not been able to for longer them 3 months. i have prayed talk to friends but i have not tried a friend who will keep me honest to stopping i have talk to my parents but that did not help me long. i am trying hard and i pray that God will help me stop after today i am giving it up tonight
Jonathan from Auburn, AL is forgiven!
He picked me up
I grew up in the church, but for quite a while I struggled with an addiction to pornography. I have stayed almost completely clean for quite some time now and wanted to share how Christ pulled me from that entrapment. There are two things that have brought me real freedom in that area (not that I'm perfect now, but I have redirected my desires). First, I finally realized that because of Christ's death on the cross, I was totally and absolutely forgiven. Because I'm washed by the blood, He always sees me as c...
Blake Morris from Somerset, Ky is forgiven!
Porn, and sexual relations
Porn is a seed, it will slowly make the ways you look at woman change. After the guilt dies off you wont see the change. The first chance i had i did stuff with a girl, im broken. The guilt is overwhelming. I feel that if i lower my head satan has already won, were expose to be the strong ones. Im not apart of the world, my heart is not as cold and hard...but im just as guilty. I need prayer, i will do my part and be strong....dont make the same mistake i did.
leanne from chillicothe is forgiven!
anger
im really angry and wanted to take things into my own hands cause my daughters dad wants nothing at all to do with her. i had her sept 27 and i couldnt be happier that shes here. i pray to god everynight to help me controle my anger and help me make it threw the day
leanne from chillicothe is forgiven!
anger
im really angry and wanted to take things into my own hands cause my daughters dad wants nothing at all to do with her. i had her sept 27 and i couldnt be happier that shes here. i pray to god everynight to help me controle my anger and help me make it threw the day
aurelie from pennsylvania is forgiven!
everything
every day i wake up and put a smile on and pretend i'm the person everyone expects me to be. i hide the pain in my eyes, i continuously fall to depression. i cut, i've stopped but i keep coming back. i feel like i just don't belong here sometimes. last week i went to a pillar concert and the words i heard were words from god, words of love and care. i'm trying to be happy, for real this time but god, i need your help. help me be strong, help me overcome everything. i can't make it through on my own. help me ...
James from Elmont is forgiven!
mine
I wanted to kill myself last sundya after i had gone to church because i felt like god never listens to me, i was admitted that noght into the hospital because i brandished a knife, two days later after reading the bible i wanted to kill myself again...im only 14
sher from Oak Bay, NB is forgiven!
What I Used To Be
I used to get picked on really bad because of what I looked like. I'm not the smallest person, and I knew that people loved me for who I was on the inside, but I felt that the outside was keeping people from knowing who I really was. I got depressed, and went home at night and thought about what I could do to make myself look prettier. My grades were going down because of all this, so my parents would get kinda mad at me. One time I was having a really bad day and then when I got home and told my mum I was f...
Filemon Junior from Brasilia is forgiven!
Brasil
Me amarro no som de voces, tenho uma banda de rock que admira muito voces aqui no Brasil, gostariamos MUITO de ver a banda se apresentar no BRASIL, e conhece-los. Gostaria de ter contato com algum de voces componentes da banda. Abraço. meu e-mail é: batera_jr@hotmail.com
Timothy from Sumter is forgiven!
Sin
I'm not perfect. But sometimes I put myself and others before God. I was baptised a year ago but I still did stuff I shouldn't have done. I'm only 12 and I do alot of things that were making me regret doing them. I'm through with my friends that cuss. Smoke. And other types of stuff. LORD I need you. I can't do this alone.
chris from chatsworth is forgiven!
Dont have it in me
Ive been a christian for a long time now. Im 19 years old and Im ashamed to say that only for the past few months i have lived closer to the way I should because of my church and God blessing me with caring friends. Since I was 10 years old I played football and I was good because I had talent, but mostly because I didn't have it in me to quit and lay down. I slept with women that really didnt want anything to do with me for no other reason than who I was and what I look like. I didnt care though cause I got...
Edson Luiz from Angra dos Reis Brasil is forgiven!
MUito legal o som de vcs
Gostei muito do som de vcs as guittras deste esta esta demais... Um grande abraço...
samuel from vidor, tx is forgiven!
pillar
why , i chose this title is because i saw these guys in May 07 they brought joy, hope, AND ROCK!!!! to BEAUMONT ,TX i meet these guys before show , they were great. so it was even better that i got share it with my son . this was my first christan rock concert. loved it. so to PILLAR keep doing what your doing and spreading the word of JESUS CHRIST joy, love ,hope, faith. and rock. this change me to make change the way i listen to music. AIR1. 98.1FM
Lauren from Austin, TX is forgiven!
Forgiving the Forgiven
My father is a porn addict. A very deep porn addict. I found out when I was 9, and kept it a secret until right before my 14th birthday, and my mom told him if he did it again, she would leave and divorce him. 6 months to the day I caught him again, and he was kicked out. I felt abandoned, depressed, angry. I had begged and cried for him to stop looking at it, for me. He couldn't, I wasn't enough for him to quit. He manipulated me my entire life, and always acted like he hasn't done anything wrong, and he g...
brandon from fargo is forgiven!
pain
throughout my life i have caused a lot of pain to people whether it's a break up with a girlfriend or just not letting go of something causing pain to myself
mollyjane from Astoria is forgiven!
my hell
i grew up in a christian home i was taught to love jesus and serve him faithfully each day but i never have believed for myself. I struggle with drinking, stealing, lying, anger, and doubt. I need help i believe jesus died for my sins and rose again but how to i become a christian and get god's forgiveness in my life i want and need to change will someone please help me if you truly care help!!!!!
matthew from Wellington is forgiven!
Help!!
My body is a curse. When my eyes look at girl i feel ashame of myself i can't bear to be me because when i look into a mirror i see a christian who control myself. all i think about the girl's body not at her head i try treat them like sisters but my though remind what i am think. i can't sleep because i afrid of what i'll think of. i have talked to my dad and God.my dad told me of a way that has helped alot when thinking of bad things think of a strong tower how it protects you. think of the wall thats arou...
matthew from Wellington is forgiven!
Help!!
My body is a curse. When my eyes look at girl i feel ashame of myself i can't bear to be me because when i look into a mirror i see a christian who control myself. all i think about the girl's body not at her head i try treat them like sisters but my though remind what i am think. i can't sleep because i afrid of what i'll think of. i have talked to my dad and God.my dad told me of a way that has helped alot when thinking of bad things think of a strong tower how it protects you. think of the wall thats arou...
dan from vancouver is forgiven!
lust/porn
god i repent give my addiction to you lord give me peace and strength to keep pursuing you and comfort knowing im washed by your mercy. Lord its an incredible struggle that drags me away from you i pray you set a new standard in me to endure and follow you through my temptations and downfalls.
SL from Ft. Collins is forgiven!
pornography and adultery
I have been addicted to porn for many years, and Christ I need your strength to deny it. I have committed adultery and still think of it constantly. I feel dirty inside and unlovable. Help me, my savior, to become a better man, to deny this filth and sickness. I give it to You. Give me your Holy Spirit so I may be a sanctified man. Thank you Pillar for your work in XXXChurch.
Rebecca Willson from Bothwell, Rd is forgiven!
What's happening
I always think about this guy that ask me to married him. I would always find him fating with this girl and one day I saw them kiss. this hurt me so much because him proposed to then did I cry for hr before and after this happen. why can't I get it off my mind. I sow him a my old and he would never getting the cougar just to talk to after the hurt he caused me. I cry myself to sleep about every night. that I am not there. I went to this camp to help child come to Jesus and learned about it hurt so bad seei...
sean from Carteret NJ is forgiven!
Everything
right bow everything in my life has gone wrong. I have almost no friends. Its like no one notices me anymore.
Dylan from Cokato is forgiven!
Lust, Porn
I have a problem with lust and i know every guy in the world does but i always felt alone. This was untill i went to CHIC 2009 and there was a semenar that I went to called lust free living. I noticed good Christians getting sucked into this and realized i wasnt alone that. After that my youth pastor and two of my other friends that had the same problem started the lessons that they had in a book that we had to get and my life has been rough trying to get through this but with God on my side I WILL GET THROU...
Angela from Linden is forgiven!
Everything I've Done Wrong
I've cut myself before. I've tried to kill myself. I used to swear like a sailor. I have pride issues. I cut myself down. I don't think I'm good enough. Jesus, please help me!!!!!!! I still have problems with all of these things and I have a hard time surrendering... but I'm working on it!!!!!!!
Lino from Chennai, India is forgiven!
Mr.
OH DEAR LORD JESUS..... I confess that all my illicit thought of my mind as well my indepth heart regrets of my past failures.... Cleance me by your HOLY & PRECIOUS BLOOD and take all the inqiuties from my life... THANK YOU FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS & THE PEACE THAT YOU HAVEN GIVEN ME...... In jesus name I pray... AMAN
Damian from Elgin is forgiven!
Pornography
i have been struggling with pornography since i was roughly 10 yrs old. it is becoming a habit and i dont want to continue with the way i am going. i want to stop but i am not sure how. can someone please help me. my email is potatolover92@hotmail.com
Eric from Valley Falls is forgiven!
Porno Addict
I have had problems with lust in many aspects of my life. Many days after going to a youth camp in Wichita, i got help. The help i got pulled me away from porn and it has set me free. I have been free of porn four over five years. God's grace has set me free from the acts of this world.
rob from philadelphia is forgiven!
my prayer
Lord, I give up my addiction to porn. I give up my desire to fill your place with cheap substitutes. I give up all of me and in place for all of you. Give me the strength to walk away and never look back. Im sorry for the things ive made it, when its all about you Jesus.
rob from philadelphia is forgiven!
my prayer
Lord, I give up my addiction to porn. I give up my desire to fill your place with cheap substitutes. I give up all of me and in place for all of you. Give me the strength to walk away and never look back. Im sorry for the things ive made it, when its all about you Jesus.
Shane from Frederick is forgiven!
Negativity
I am always sarcastic and am usually all about me. At times I hide behind a mask that fools people into believing that I'm not that way at all. I occasionally act like I don't care about my family, which is not true at all, but I become so self centered that that is the result. I pray that God will help me change, for I have tried countless times on my own and I have always turn back to those same ways.
Daniel from Cincinnati is forgiven!
Self-Reliance
Lord I confess that I relied on myself alone when my dad passed away about a year ago instead of seeking the love that you offer me freely. God, I can see now. I may have been blinded by pain, but I can see now that your arms are my comfort. I love the way you guys rock out! But I've gotta say that I will never forget the song "Smiling Down"
Daniel from Cincinnati is forgiven!
Self-Reliance
Lord I confess that I relied on myself alone when my dad passed away about a year ago instead of seeking the love that you offer me freely. God, I can see now. I may have been blinded by pain, but I can see now that your arms are my comfort. I love the way you guys rock out! But I've gotta say that I will never forget the song "Smiling Down"
Daniel from Cincinnati is forgiven!
Self-Reliance
Lord I confess that I relied on myself alone when my dad passed away about a year ago instead of seeking the love that you offer me freely. God, I can see now. I may have been blinded by pain, but I can see now that your arms are my comfort. I love the way you guys rock out! But I've gotta say that I will never forget the song "Smiling Down"
Daniel from Cincinnati is forgiven!
Self-Reliance
Lord I confess that I relied on myself alone when my dad passed away about a year ago instead of seeking the love that you offer me freely. God, I can see now. I may have been blinded by pain, but I can see now that your arms are my comfort. I love the way you guys rock out! But I've gotta say that I will never forget the song "Smiling Down"
Daniel from Cincinnati is forgiven!
Self-Reliance
Lord I confess that I relied on myself alone when my dad passed away about a year ago instead of seeking the love that you offer me freely. God, I can see now. I may have been blinded by pain, but I can see now that your arms are my comfort. I love the way you guys rock out! But I've gotta say that I will never forget the song "Smiling Down"
Amber from Baltimore is forgiven!
Everything
I feel like skillet's new song "Sometimes" was written about me. Sometimes I'm this awesome christian girl who's got it together and it really trying to be a reflection of Christ, but then it's like this switch flies and I'm the worst sinner it's possible to be. I'm not sure there's a sin I haven't struggled with. I mean, I've never slept with anybody or killed anybody or done drugs or anything like that, but I've been consumed by lust, ruled by anger, and addicted to other stuff just as bad.Why do I do this...
Amber from Baltimore is forgiven!
Everything
I feel like skillet's new song "Sometimes" was written about me. Sometimes I'm this awesome christian girl who's got it together and it really trying to be a reflection of Christ, but then it's like this switch flies and I'm the worst sinner it's possible to be. I'm not sure there's a sin I haven't struggled with. I mean, I've never slept with anybody or killed anybody or done drugs or anything like that, but I've been consumed by lust, ruled by anger, and addicted to other stuff just as bad.Why do I do this...
Amber from Baltimore is forgiven!
Everything
I feel like skillet's new song "Sometimes" was written about me. Sometimes I'm this awesome christian girl who's got it together and it really trying to be a reflection of Christ, but then it's like this switch flies and I'm the worst sinner it's possible to be. I'm not sure there's a sin I haven't struggled with. I mean, I've never slept with anybody or killed anybody or done drugs or anything like that, but I've been consumed by lust, ruled by anger, and addicted to other stuff just as bad.Why do I do this...
Rebecca from Bothwell,Ontario is forgiven!
needing Jesus
I confessional that I have let T.V. show like much music and next star take me way from Jesus even control me. I don't want to hide to hold this anymore i so want to fix in that I one push the one person that help me thought abuse watching my mothers bother bent until she blonde as well as watching them abuse her even more. Jesus help me, been there for me He's been there with me thought it all how I push him away like this. I want to let Jesus and have him as first in my life again. I need I prayed about co...
LeeLee from Theodore is forgiven!
Addiction/Bulimic
I used to be addicted to alot of stuff i just now quit like two months ago but have been sliping up. Two years ago i stared haveing a eating disorder and i had did it again last week i want to be forgive for the things i have done to myself
LeeLee from Theodore is forgiven!
Addiction/Bulimic
I used to be addicted to alot of stuff i just now quit like two months ago but have been sliping up. Two years ago i stared haveing a eating disorder and i had did it again last week i want to be forgive for the things i have done to myself
Jeremy from Phoenix is forgiven!
Porn
I've struggled with porn thoroughout my life and have hurt my wife, my family, and myself as a result. I am making a pledge today to turn and flee from this sin. I know the same power lives in me that raised Jesus from the dead. Lord, please help me to overcome and live a life that glorifies and honors you!! I'm done and all I need is you Lord.
Jeremy from Fredericksburg is forgiven!
Porn
I've struggled with porn for about 10 years now and it's always been a love/hate relationship. Love because it makes my flesh feel good but hate because I know it displeases God and I'm just hurting myself because the wages of sin is death. In all honesty it gives you a screwed up perception of everything around you. I've been asking God for years to help me give the desire for it up to Him and this week it's like it finally clicked and now I have a resolve to be done with it. I'm done with it in the name of...
Bryan from Paducah is forgiven!
Masturbation
I seem to have a lot of sins instead of one really big one... I guess if I had to pinpoint the worst of them its masturbation. I've tried over and over to quit, and just when I think I'm gonna do ok, I slip right back into it. I've tried so many things. Its become more like an addiction than a habit. I just pray that God will help me in my struggle, and I pray that God forgives me of all the times I've screwed up, no matter what it is.
John from Sweden is forgiven!
Addiction
I want to confess my addiction to porn, I hate it, I regret i every time. I really wish I just could stop but it is not that easy. I pray to God often for help... Many of your lyrics have helped me alot. Thanx guys, you rock!
Karl from Toldeo, OH/Lambertville, MI is forgiven!
Sexual Lust
I've been struggling with purity for a long time. I've confessed this so many times and it wrecks me to know I still hold onto this thing after Jesus bled and died for me. I know He has forgiven me and He will help me rise above this. No more lust or masturbation.
Mom from Vegas is forgiven!
Hypocrite
Perfect Christian momma on the outside. Deplorable junkie on the inside. Here I am, raising the standard on raising children, running off to the bathroom for a fix of mother's little helper several X a day. And I'm not ready to quit! I've been battling this all my life and my "first" love is back! Lord, take me before I get too far away to even see you...
Anthony from Colorado Springs is forgiven!
Porn
Since Junior High I have struggled with pornography. I am tired these chains holding me down, I know God has plan for my life and I am tired of letting this hold me down. I am free and I am not looking back. Please keep me in prayer.
jane from astoria or is forgiven!
addiction
all my life i've had a addiction to candy i got save a month and a week tomorrow lord i sorry for doing this but i've tried to stop and i want to stop i really do but lord i can't please father help me to over come this so today would you help me put it behind me and you before me
aj from toledo oh is forgiven!
all my sins
in the last 8 months ive strugled with tobacco weed alcohal and allot more including profanity i know all of them are sins and im sorry god that i keep commiting them
molly from astoria or is forgiven!
addiction
all my life i've had a candy addiction. but a month ago i got saved and i still have the same problem i know i need to turn to God but im afraid that he'll turn me away i'm saved but i still have this addiction will someone help me
Christian from Rome is forgiven!
addiction to pursuit of pleasure
I have been living a life of hedonism lately. i have turned from God and pleased the desires of my flesh. i feel so far from God and wonder sometimes how he could ever let me back into good relationship with him. i can not defeat the desires of my flesh on my own. i have tried time and time again. i am one of those people you would think was a 'good person' at first glance but i struggle with big things. one of which is masturbation. forgive me Jesus for turning my back on you and pursuing selfish pleasure.
Curt from Cincy is forgiven!
Focus
God you know all my weaknesses and you know all my strengths. My greatest weakness is that I get distracted very easily through many things God but mainly my girlfriend and putting my focus on her instead of you. God I just want to be yours God. I just want you to by my souls focus my souls will God because I know everything you've done for me and what you have in store for me is great. God please here my cry and just let me be yours and keep me and mold and let me be the clay and you be the leader. God...
Sheila from Boston is forgiven!
Doubt
I've struggled with depression for years. Cutting used to be a way out for me. (I stopped when I was about 17-- I'm now 21-- and I've never told anyone I did it.) My main problem though is doubt. I was raised Christian and I WANT to believe that Jesus is there... well... I DO believe He's there... I just have a very hard time believing that "God is good" I have had a pretty rough life (not to complain, as my grandfather-- God rest his soul-- used to say: I complained I had no shoes until I met a man with no ...
Mike from Dallas is forgiven!
Porn, Lust, Affairs
I am writing this in the hope of someone else reading this and learning from my mistakes. I'm a middle-aged dude who has had a marriage and personal life wrecked due to porn and lust. I started looking at porn when i was 15 and it lead me to many unhealthy relationships. I eventually got married , but I continued to look at porn and it lead me to affairs which broke up my marriage. Even after all that pain I continued to feed the lust through ponr and sexual relationships. Now here I stand much later ...
Steven from Virginia is forgiven!
Living with Girlfriend, Pre-Marital Sex, Pornography
I did a 1yr singleness commitment and dated God. Then I started courting (if you can call it that) a young lady with her parents permission - having already kissed her. With-in a month our lack of rules led us into pre-marital sex and me living in her house - at her parent's request. When she doesn't want to have sex, I turn on the computer and masturbate to pornography. I've tired so many different things so many times to try and stop, but have failed time and time again. I even talked to my Youth Pasto...
Dan from Breesport is forgiven!
Greatest sinner of all
You name it, I've done it. I've messed up big time, and I'm still only a teen. Lies and lust are my biggest downfalls and I'm tired of slipping up. I'm tired of feeling guilty for what I do. I'm tired of being the way I am. God, I know you hear me, I know you see my heart. You know I can't take this anymore. Forgive me. Help me through this because I cannot do it on my own. Through your son I am forgiven. I've said time and time again "I quit, I can stop." But God, I'm done trying on my own, I'm asking y...
Dan from Breesport is forgiven!
Greatest sinner of all
You name it, I've done it. I've messed up big time, and I'm still only a teen. Lies and lust are my biggest downfalls and I'm tired of slipping up. I'm tired of feeling guilty for what I do. I'm tired of being the way I am. God, I know you hear me, I know you see my heart. You know I can't take this anymore. Forgive me. Help me through this because I cannot do it on my own. Through your son I am forgiven. I've said time and time again "I quit, I can stop." But God, I'm done trying on my own, I'm asking y...
Matt from Three Hills is forgiven!
Addictions
I have a problem with like WWE type stuff and I've gotten rid of it but I keep slipping back into my usual habbits
Will from VDBP is forgiven!
Alternate Reality
I sometimes get lost in this alternate reality. It doesn't really exist, but my mind thinks it does. It started when I was just a kid, hiding in my room because my life had a void. I belong to God now. There is no room for this. Jesus, only you have the power to rescue me. Take my mind and make it submit to Your will.
unnamed from chicago is forgiven!
monster
for as long as i remember i have struggled with lust even as an innocent five year old my brain thought up all sorts of sick thoughts it has been a part of my life for so long now it is neirly imposible to see a girl and think something about her and i also seem to be curse with the gift of being able to hurt people with my words so easy its like skillet said "i feel like a monster
Daniel from Louisville is forgiven!
Jesus does forgive!
You guys rock! Your song "Dirty Little Secret" has helped me overcome Satan's temptations of lust! Hallelujah! You guys really know how to connect to the youth. Come to Louisville, KY please! I thank God for the awesome and inspirational music you all write. In the past, I've been battling with lust and then I would ask God for help, but I kept finding myself "going back to my vomit" as the Bible calls it. You all have so many songs that have helped me overcome this, so I want to say thank you! Thanks Pillar...
Kiana from Yaak is forgiven!
My Evil Twin
I have an evil twin, her name is Myinsideself. Myinsideself is always doing stupid things, holding grudges, and making me feel depressed. I don't know why I can't just lose my evil twin. It's like she follows me everywhere and while Me(a perfect little angel), does what perfect little angels do, she goes and does stupid things. It's like she's inside me where no one can see. I can't seem to get rid of her. She's the inside of Me. She thinks stupid thoughts, holds grudges toward people, and crys. People...
luna from edmonton is forgiven!
hope for a better day
I lost my mother quite a few years ago and i have felt empty ever since... I am depressed, and though I try not to think about it I have contimplated suicide. I cut, not to take my life, but to deal with the empty hole that consumes me. I know that it is not healthy, I am not proud of it. I hope every day that someone will come into my life and fill the loneliness in side of me. so sar that person has not come to me. I want to be healthy, I don't want to cut anymore, I don't want to hide. I just want to be...
Me from Somewhere is forgiven!
Maybe this is stupid
There's this girl and I say that I forgive her over and over again, but I just can't really seem to. I try to do something friendly, but then I dread whatever I decide to do for her and then I resent doing it when it's over. Maybe this isn't as serious as what other people are putting up, but it's like I find myself carrying unforgiveness and hatred toward her. It's like she uses her hard life as an excuse to be... well... Idk, she tolerates me so she can be around my big bro who's way older than her. I...
Matthias from Guenzburg is forgiven!
masturbation
Lord Jesus, I am sorry for what I have done in the past. Please forgive me again, clean me an heal me. I do not want to do it again, but I need your help! I tried so many times, I need your strength! I commit everything to you. Thank you!!!
Jonathan from Saint Petersburg is forgiven!
Pornagraphy
Im 18 years old and i have been addicted to porn for 7 years, but tonight im done i give it up. I have seen how it affects my life and I hate it. Lord Jesus take this away from me.
Tim from Melbourne is forgiven!
Addiction
I've struggled with pornography addiction for around 6 years now and hate myself for it. This last has been a big year in my life as I've been constantly trying to fight this off but have kept on falling back down. I encourage anyone struggling with the same sorta thing as my to check out some of the links below as they've helped me a lot in this battle. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjkM4HTo5K4 http://www.thefight.com.au/
Brian from Castle Rock is forgiven!
Purity
I seem to have such issues trying to keep myself pure as a high school boy in a public school. I have even gone as far as nude pictures. I would like it if whoever is reading this could keep me in their prayers, and pray i'll have strength to overcome it
Greg from Watertown, NY is forgiven!
Addiction
I am addicted to porn. For too long I have been looking at porn. It has not helped my life. It has only hurt it. Everyday is a struggle. I really want to be free but too many times I have said that and stayed right where I am looking at porn. I want to be clean. I want to get over this addicition. I want to be free in Christ. But it is easier said then done. But today is the day I make this day a new day. This day is my turning point. Today I stop looking at porn and move on in Christ.
Aaron from Columbiana is forgiven!
lust and porn
Recently I had to break up with this girl I dated because she wanted to go a little further than what I wanted. It was hard to do. But thanks to all my fellow brothers in Christ and my best friends and fellow brothers in Christ from OIKOS in Lisbon Ohio. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Also the last time I looked at porn was during the last semester of my sophmore year. So yeah keep praying for all your fellow brothers.
Aaron from Columbiana is forgiven!
lust and porn
Recently I had to break up with this girl I dated because she wanted to go a little further than what I wanted. It was hard to do. But thanks to all my fellow brothers in Christ and my best friends and fellow brothers in Christ from OIKOS in Lisbon Ohio. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Also the last time I looked at porn was during the last semester of my sophmore year. So yeah keep praying for all your fellow brothers.
dave from syracuse, ny is forgiven!
Addiction
Addiction has rocked my world for yrs. I know im forgiven but its hard to move forward when i feel like it controls me. This at one point has cost me a great deal of strife, i know in the end, you will be there, I know that i am forgiven, In jesus name, amen!
Amanda from Orange Park is forgiven!
Self-condemnation
For the past few years, i've been struggling with putting myself down and comparing myself to others all the time. I used to think of myself as not being good enough. now I realize that I am God's creation and he made me who I am for a reason and he loves me no matter what.
Michael from OREM is forgiven!
Porn Online
I hate the porn online, even if I have a fire wall it is still easy to access. LORD I need your strength to overcome. I talked to my Pastor Larry and he told me what it was to "deny myself". LORD help me to remember to, each and every day, deny myself and focus on you, always. Thanks for this section of your page gang. I endeavor to stay on "The Frontline", to carry my cross, keep Jesus in my sight. He is my only strength.
Alex from Killeen is forgiven!
Pornography
For the past 8 years I have been addicted to pornography and I'm done. No more. I won't fall victim to it again.
Alex from Killeen is forgiven!
Pornography
For the past 8 years I have been addicted to pornography and I'm done. No more. I won't fall victim to it again.
Grant from Kohler is forgiven!
Addiction
My addiction is porn, I know it is wrong and it is a sin. I am trying to stop it but it is very hard to stop. Right now is the day I am making a commitment of asking god to come into my heart and guide me through the rough couple of months. I don't want this anymore. I do porn because it makes me feel good but now it doesn't anymore i just want to quit and forget about porn for the rest of my life. I want to become right with god and know were i am going after i die. I also want to get more involved in my ch...
Joe from San Francisco is forgiven!
Addiction/Pride/Whatever
My whole life has always been surrounded by one thing. Me. what I want, when I want it, the way I want it. Christ radically changed my like 4 years ago when I was 16, but few things have carried over. My addiction to Pornography (I was first subjected to it as a 7th grader in a public library looking for videogames)and my addiction to my image. How I look, what others think of me. Sometimes I question if what I do in the church is for God or my own image. Even my addiction is a part of my pride and not letti...
Joe from San Francisco is forgiven!
Addiction/Pride/Whatever
My whole life has always been surrounded by one thing. Me. what I want, when I want it, the way I want it. Christ radically changed my like 4 years ago when I was 16, but few things have carried over. My addiction to Pornography (I was first subjected to it as a 7th grader in a public library looking for videogames)and my addiction to my image. How I look, what others think of me. Sometimes I question if what I do in the church is for God or my own image. Even my addiction is a part of my pride and not letti...