I've been saved, and have been having a problem with Internet porn. I've thrown out all my porn within my house, but it is so easy to "accidently" end up on a pornographic site. I also know this might sound odd, but sometimes i'm addicted to being depressed, because of the "high" you feel when you come off of it. Sometimes i lie to myself to make myself depressed, giving Satan a foothold in my life, causing things to spiral out of control, then i recover, and feel as though it was suppose to happen. But in the end i feel ashamed because i pretty much willingly gave Satan a foothold in my life by lying to myself. Why do i do this? i do not know. Help me and pray for my ability to stop this.