I have recently found my way back to the Truth of Jesus Christ. While i have claimed to be a Christian for some years, i realize for most of these years i was trying to shape His message to fit my life rather than shape my life to make it a life worthwhile of His presence and Promises. Before trying to shape Him to fit me, there was a time when i claimed to be an atheist and even dabbled in other religions some of which are certainly satanic. I ask for forgiveness for the blasphemous things i said and did in my time away from Christ, and thank Him for not forgetting me even when i had forgotten Him, and for being there with open arms ready to stand me up when i came crawling back.