i've been struggling with lust, pornography, and masterbation for too long already. i've gone periods of times where i don't do, or see a thing, but there's always that one time where i just fall apart. i love god, and for some reason, i just keep going back to my same old junk. there's so much stuff that i've seen, and some how they always seem to come and take over. i know i can overcome the temptation, but i still continue to do it. i know what i do is wrong. i'm taking away my intimacy for my future wife with every lustful thing i do. it's hard though, but i know that phillipians says that we can do all things, and that God will bring a good thing to complete. i keep these scriptures in my heart, but sometimes i just cry out to God asking why i can't stop, or why is the temptaion so hard. but i know that all i have to do is god everything, and fall on him when the temptation settles in. so today, i choose to NOT go back to my lustful desires. i'm FREE of all the past memories, i'm FREE of all the hurts causing me to go back, i'm FREE of my desires in enticing women, i'm FREE of pornography, i'm FREE of masturbation, and although lust will always be around us guys, it will NO LONGER be a BURDEN on me. i pray these things in jesus's name, amen.